I just got out of the shower... man that felt amazing... I played soccer for almost two hours today, then I had class until 3, so I was pretty tired and smelly. I'm not sure what else I'm doing today... I think I'm supposed to be on campus from 6 til like 10:15 doing stuff but I may skip it all. I'm dead tired. at 6pm this guy from the colts is ( Read more... )

my desire
my reason
my life
my love
my loss
my dear don't you see
it's killing me

just got back from a fun night out... i went and played darts with AJ at the Fox, I saw Korie there so I wished her a happy birthday, then Aj took me back to my car cuz he was beat and then I went to White Lightning and met up with Dave, then Chilly's for a few. Now I'm just sitting here talking to people online ( Read more... )

I'm freakin bored outta my mind once again... I hate having to spend the nights alone, I hate not having someone to comfort me, I hate not having any physical contact with someone. Shit even a fucking hug would help every once in a while. I wish my life could rewind a year ago. I would changes so many things to just have things back to normal. I' ( Read more... )

all i have to say is wow... fun night... went to dinner at Fridays with the girls in North 303+Benji. we got drinks, entrees and a free appetizer... yummy food i must say. after dinner i met up with jenny, cassie, and hannah at tunbleweed and we had a few margaritas. Then we had to go to crawdaddy's to see people and we also downed a pitcher of bud ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here all alone... wishing I was back in Louisiana... I miss the memories. I want them to continue. That had to be one of the best weeks of my life. Not only did I meet a bunch of friends and get a tan, but I actually made a difference in the world. I would love to work with Habitat for Humanity for a living. Knowing me I'd prolly ( Read more... )

so it's a little after 4am, and I'm just sitting here wasting time. I have to be on USI campus in less than two hours because we're leaving for Louisiana, fun 13+ hour drive, lol. So I took a nap earlier at like 7pm and was gonna get up at like 9 or so and go out drinking, but I definitely didn't wake up until 1:30 am. oh well. I'm kinda sad ( Read more... )

What Your Hands Say About You
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the crazy days ( Read more... )

the days were getting easier but then i went and got drunk and called you. the next day i felt bad and called to say i'm sorry, now i'm not sure which i regret more... calling when i was drunk or calling to apologize for when i was drunk.  I kind of really regret both.  I seemed to be doing a lot better about coping with this whole thing, but ( Read more... )