a lot of things have changed since the last post. I spoke of a certain someone and we met again about a month after that post. It was great to see you and spend time with you again. This time, even though we had to deal with the oddness of the situation, I feel like I had that closure. I'm not saying the feeling all of a sudden went away, but it ( Read more... )

I'm living life without you, but I miss you dearly. I'm sorry, but I just can't help how I feel. We loved for so long. It was just so natural. I feel incomplete still. I miss the laughter, I miss the company, but most of all I miss who we were together. Talking to you now just isn't the same because I can't tell you how I really feel. I want to ( Read more... )

you tell me to listen to it, you tell me you love this song, but how can you like this song and not pay attention to the lyrics. C'mon this is the last three years of your life. This is our whole fucking relationship wrapped up in three minutes. What are we to do now because I'm still crying out to you. Trying to get you to understand what I want ( Read more... )

every time the 17th comes and goes I cry... the day of our anniversary... why do I continue to care... why do I feel so much pain... why is it that I can't seem to forget our love ( Read more... )

I'm not proud of the person I've become. I hate the way I treated you. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. I cannot help but to say I am still absolutely in love with you and it kills me everyday knowing you're doing fine ( Read more... )

I still haven't heard back... so I'm kinda worried about what God holds for me in this life??? am I going on by myself or is there going to be someone beside me? Do I just wait for the results and keep stressing or can I just blow it off and live my life? Why haven't I found out yet dammit????????????

just got home from Old Chicago.. it was Jessica's birthday so of course I had to stop by and tell my girl happy b-day. It was a quick trip lol. About the fastest night out in a loooooong freaking time. I had it down to under an hour, lol (with the drive and all). oh well bed time now.... I can't wait for the long(er) weekend I get to go home and ( Read more... )

I had one of the scariest discussions today that could affect the rest of my freaking life... I guess I'll hear back in the next few days hopefully. Then if I have to, break the news to my friends and family and such. I'm really scared to tell my parents no matter what the outcome. GRRRRR fucking stressful times in my life right now ( Read more... )

I finally got a copy of the campaign book we've worked our ass off for. It looks good overall but there are minor flaws that should have been worked out before it got printed, but some people are just so damn stubborn and would not let other people help with it so it got crammed into like two weeks work. Stupid people I tell ya. I'm just glad it's ( Read more... )

so today I woke up and played soccer for a few hours.. that was fun times. Then I went to my advertising class, but soon realized that no one was going to show up. I called our team and found out that they were printing the final book and that we were technically done. that's such an amazing feeling. Now the presenters must crack down and study up ( Read more... )