past couple months
I'm living life without you, but I miss you dearly. I'm sorry, but I just can't help how I feel. We loved for so long. It was just so natural. I feel incomplete still. I miss the laughter, I miss the company, but most of all I miss who we were together. Talking to you now just isn't the same because I can't tell you how I really feel. I want to just let you know I love you still, and I always will. My heart may open to others, but you will always have a piece of it. I hope you're truely happy. I know you're happy sometimes, but I wonder how you cope when no one is around, or when you are lonely at night. If I would have known that hug would be the painful memory of you leaving, I would never have let you go. If I could have just kissed you one more time, maybe I wouldn't feel like I never had closure. I feel like I need one last night to let you go, even though deep down I would hope that it only took one night for you to fall in love with me all over again.