I dont know what to do.  im just sure of it.  i just dont understand why or how he can still tell me he loves me.  it hurts my heart to the point of actual pain when i think about it ( Read more... )

I see all these people in love.  they still honestly love the ones they are with.  i want some one to love me as much as i love them.  i want to be the only one.  i see pictures of my friends and how happy they are.  they let everyone know all the time that they are in love.  love is supposed to be a feeling that is shared with not only the person ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure no one reads this anymore...and thats why maybe it will feel good to just let out the ideas in my head so they arent visible on paper to be found.  if the one i talk about tonight reads this, he was searching for it ( Read more... )

Yes i am single again.  We are still good friends.  I am just trying to figure out where i want to go from here.  Suggestions will be taken and considered for sure but when it comes to the final haul...i have to figure out what i want or what will be best for me.  Im sad but im okay.

each day is getting just a little bit easier

I am sad.

This is a song i hear like everyday at work but honestly its so sweet i dont mind.  i love how its sung and i love the lyrics.  It makes you want to be the girl he is talking about...my favorite line is "cause a girl like you is impossible to find".  I think it just shows how he knows how lucky he is to be with her cause shes so amazing ( Read more... )

 one year today means a lot to me...not so much to him :(  I want him to be excited or happy, but i dont get either of those...i just wish for once, my one year would mean more to someone than just me..

i am still alive...just busier than ever and without internet except at school.  just wanted everyone to know i am okay

i didnt want it to end this way.  i wanted it to work.  but it just couldnt happen at this time.

i am single once again, trying to find my place in a world of chaos.

im sad and lonely but im hopeful as well.  i may have lost a boyfriend, but i am hopefully gaining a good friend.

my time will come.....eventually.

okay so far over the last week i have had so much stuff happen to me i just dont know how much more i can honestly handle.

last monday i discovered that someone stole 250 dollars out of my locked car
i had papers due all week so i was stressed out from those
i didnt get a chance to spend much time with dan cause he went out with some friends...and i ( Read more... )