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[crayzeebeth]

I'm pretty sure no one reads this anymore...and thats why maybe it will feel good to just let out the ideas in my head so they arent visible on paper to be found.  if the one i talk about tonight reads this, he was searching for it

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[crayzeebeth]

new suspicion: he took me off his facebook and hasnt added me again. he wont even re-add his fucking girlfriend on facebook. hes hiding me out of his life completely.

also im sad. i didnt get a birthday gift cause he didnt have any money. im not mad...i just...wanted something from my boyfriend for my birthday :'(

also he wants to return my gift i got him now...so he can get insurance for his car...

i feel like this is a step toward leaving me...the ability to no longer rely on me....