I've been unemployed for the last 2+ weeks. During that time I've tried to teach myself game development- programming in GML and making the art and designing and all of that. In this time I've learned a few things about myself ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

At least, not yet ( Read more... )

I'm really unhappy with where I am and some of the choices I have made. I would like for everything to change, but that seems impossible. I'm not happy. I'm living a lie and every day it erodes a piece of my soul.

I just feel like I can't stop this old train.

Is anyone out there?

I want to get out.

What a nice time!

Last night Jenny pounded on my door and yelled that there was an old man riding a bike to Old Faithful and he was lost. She was extremely upset (she gets upset, Alot), but this time I got upset because she was pounding on my door at home and was impacting my weekend. Last night we were having a staff picnic/party down at the lake ( Read more... )

I am suddenly SO into this old school jazzy 1930s club music. I don't know what it is, but I'm just mesmerized by this stuff. Even Frank Sinatra-esque stuff has my interest piqued. What has happened to me? I don't know. I'm seriously going wild over this stuff, and I've never been all that into it before. Or rather, maybe I always have been but ( Read more... )

Dear Diary

Life is going up. Quickly.

Tons (three) attractive girls have been talking to me in the last two days... a lot. Today was an ultra crappy day at work, but that really doesn't matter, does it?

I forgot about how much of a mood booster the opposite sex can be.

*giddy*

feeling disappointed by computer games. Empire: Total War was the biggest disappointment of my life, mostly because I was really poor at the time and spent my last $50 or $60 on it thinking it would be amazing. It was one of the worst games I've ever played ( Read more... )

about leaving Charlies place early ( Read more... )

One ( Read more... )