I feel insurmountable guilt

Sep 02, 2013 13:36

about leaving Charlies place early.

Last night was crazy. Lets piece it together the best we can:

I showed up around 8 at Charlies and everyone was making costumes. Prowse was the Hulk, Charlie was Zaz, an obscure batman villain, Tim was... some transvestite prostitute or something, and I was "dragonborn" but it was more like Mr. Tumnis from Chronicles of Narnia, except I had the Skyrim symbol drawn onto my back.

At some point we went to Ryan's.

At some point we went to the pub.

At some point I ended up asleep on Charlies couch.

I was very hungover and felt horrible when I woke up, and went to the EDR to get food. I don't know why I didn't stick around longer. I think because I felt so hungover. It was SO rude of me to just leave without saying goodbye or anything. Blegh. Charlie texted me and was like "Where did you go??" and "Are you coming back??"

I still feel awful. Also, I used my ipod to record a couple things from last night. Mostly Tim throwing up and me recording myself in the mirror. It was really eye-opening to watch this morning. Like, "Wow... that's what I look like when I'm drunk? That's really embarrassing. Shameful."

But mostly I just feel guilt about leaving Charlie's place so abruptly this morning without saying bye.
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