So, it's been two days since the last time I wrote, and I have nothing else to do, so I figured why not update the journal ( Read more... )

Alright. So since I came home I was basically chillin at home, reading and sleeping and whatever. I went to the Ranch with Michelle which was awesome! We had some good talking and relaxing time at the most beautiful place in CA. Then I went to stay with Andrew for about 5 days back at campus and spend our 6 month anniversary together. It was crazy ( Read more... )

Well everyone, I'm home at last. I flew in yesterday around 1:30. Man it sure is different being home. There aren't like 20 people living in your hallway. The computer that I use for internet is a Mac and the keyboard is totally different than the one I'm used to, so that'll take some time for me to be comfortable with. Then there's missing ( Read more... )

So today was the last day of actual classes. Being that it was Friday, I had no actual classes, but I did have a jury to take. (Juries are when you sing two songs, or play if you play an instrument for a group of people that see how you are doing with your private lessons.) I sang my two songs and did a pretty good job. Wasn't the best, but wasn't ( Read more... )

It is so hard when someone very close to you is upset and going through a hard time. All I want to do is make him feel better, but I can't. It's something that he has to deal with himself. I understand why he's upset, but it's still really hard. I hate when he's unhappy. When he's unhappy I'm unhappy. That sounds sad, but it's true. All I want is ( Read more... )

OK. So the last message that I wrote was a little much. I've been thinking about it all, and I really am lucky with the things that I have in my life and I really have no reason to complain. I feel bad about being upset with my friend. She is such an amazing person, and she totally deserves the best. I need to not feel bad for myself and face the ( Read more... )

So, this hasn't exactly been the best few weeks for me. Starting off, we had choir tour last weekend. We were gone from Friday to Sunday and went a full 2 and a half hours away. (Other choirs have gone to different states, while we stay really close by.) That was a hard weekend for a few reasons, but it's all good now. I was rejected from being an ( Read more... )

So, the past few weeks, I've been thinking a lot. And maybe it's because of the new medicine I'm on and all the stuff it does to my hormones, but I've been kinda down. I've been thinking a lot about my life and who I am and how I treat people. And I don't really like what I've been thinking. I don't really know who I am anymore. I need to move on ( Read more... )

So, the past few days have been pretty boring. No one has really been around, so I've basically been sitting in my room all day. Sounds pathetic, I know. It wasn't so bad. It's nice to have some "me time" sometimes. However, I've been spending this "me time" watching Smallville Season One Dvds. I got hooked when Cellen started watching them, and ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY MICHELLE!