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Repenting as I type!
I'm going straight to hell ya'll...
Can't say why but just know that's what's going down! Lawd help me!
Why do people fuck with me this time of the month?
So stupid to do that, certain death even. *smdh* -
part 2
So after the recomendation from the family counselor was given and we both signed consenting to that agreement we were ushered into another hearing room where we were supposed to handle the issue of support.
Now when I received the hearing information in the mail there was a list of documents we both needed to present attached and I spent several ( Read more... ) -
This has been a headache of of a day... ( part 1)
but I thank God for it. He was with me. Didnt get what I wanted but I got what I needed, the priviledge of continuing to raise my son and the opportunity to make God proud. Being a mother is soooooooo important to me and I think the fact that I have a child with a person of such "questionable" intentions and character makes me all the more aware ( Read more... ) -
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I feel kinda like an ass today! i do have a tendency to jump the gun but its only for my own protection. I'm wired for survival physical, mental, emotional , and otherwise. I have decided after having a very reassuring conversation with RA that I am going to let things play out, good bad or indifferent. I cant just keep assuming everytime ( Read more... ) -
About yesterday...
Nothing in my world ever seems to be cut and dry. Its almost as if the enigma of my being, somehow infects those around me. I suppose I make things more difficult by over analyzing them, still I cant help but be mindful of the law of cause and effect. It is inevitable that every action will have an equal and opposite reaction. But is that true ( Read more... ) -
Friendship
I talked to a good friend of mines yesterday and I was so glad to hear from her. She sounded so happy and she is one person who certainly deserves it. She met a new guy and he’s not her typical style, young, she usually dates men who are at least six years her senior but its going well and she called to gush. I’m so glad she felt like she could ( Read more... ) -
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Well... I did it! I cut my hair, well I didn't cut it personally but I had it cut. I gotta tell you I am one gorgeous bastard! I loooooooove my new do. Something has to be said for a nice hair cut, its somehow rejuvenating. I think all new beginnings all life changes ought to be accompanied by a cut or a new look of some sort. It feels good to ( Read more... ) -
I feel good today
Well aside from being tired than a mofo. But I am feeling better. So far so good! -
The zero hour
I wish that my journal, my life, my energy weren’t so consumed with all this, especially at a time when so much else is going. It’s funny because if someone had told me back when that I would have all this going on I would have sworn they were just plain stupid to think I could even be a part of such a chaotic and unhealthy situation but here I am ( Read more... )
