I'm back into regular therapy again. I made my own decision to go. I'm ambivalent about it. I know I need help. I can't get over this alone. Talking to a psychologist about my problems is weird. In a sense I don't want to do it. It's that I have to get therapy. I didn't want to be messed up in the first place. I'm only going to this one ( Read more... )

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I've come down with a fever. I don't know where it came from. I don't feel sick at all, just allergies. I was exhausted when I came home. I fell asleep downstairs and left all my stuff with me. I woke up hours later with my mom in the seat right across from me. She was reading my notebook, the one that I write all my emotional rambling in. ( Read more... )

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I'm on a higher dose of the antidepressants now. At this point I don't have any faith in pills getting me out of depression. I have to refill my anxiety meds perscription next week. I feel like a freak. I can't function without these meds ( Read more... )

I feel okay physically. Emotionally I feel like shit. I'm depressed, aggravated, and stressed. I want to lay down and sleep. I layed down for an hour. I didn't fall asleep. I layed there with my cat and never once did I get close to falling asleep. I didn't feel any more relaxed after it. I just went downstairs and brought up cookie dough ( Read more... )

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I reinstalled a lock on my room door. I had one on there before but my mom removed it two months ago. Today was the perfect day to do it. All I felt like doing was locking myself away from everyone else. When I was done putting it up I felt so relieved. I got what I wanted. I could release myself in my room without worrying about someone ( Read more... )

I can eat normal amounts again. I'm restricted in what I can eat but at least I can eat something. I'm still getting pains but not as often and not as severe. I have a GI checkup nextweek to see how this is going. My weight is still dropping. I need to gain it back but that's nothing new ( Read more... )

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