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I'm on a higher dose of the antidepressants now. At this point I don't have any faith in pills getting me out of depression. I have to refill my anxiety meds perscription next week. I feel like a freak. I can't function without these meds.
I'm only sitting here to wait for Evan to call me back. I don't want to be here. The only thing I look forward to in my life is getting off this island every weekend.
I'm going to begin looking for a job for this summer. I want to find something close to me or that I can take a bus to in a short amount of time.
...Evan just called me. I'm leaving at noon. I have to take a shower.
I'm only sitting here to wait for Evan to call me back. I don't want to be here. The only thing I look forward to in my life is getting off this island every weekend.
I'm going to begin looking for a job for this summer. I want to find something close to me or that I can take a bus to in a short amount of time.
...Evan just called me. I'm leaving at noon. I have to take a shower.