i don't understand why i care so much. sometimes i feel like i'm the only person that feels emotions the way i feel them...so strongly...to a fault. i couldn't believe that he called me the day before christmas at work. i literally prayed for it, even though i'm still pissed at god...i prayed that he would come back into my life somehow. and he did ( Read more... )

i literally haven't been able to cry in a very long time. i can't tell you the last time i cried...until now. i was sleeping and woke up to a text from my friend Brian about going to the cemetery to visit Frank's grave tomorrow. we had plans to go, i thought they were during the week "sometime" but apparently it was set for tomorrow and i made a dr ( Read more... )

( yayyyyy )

Only 4 days left to go before the Brain Tumor Society Race For Hope 5k! If you haven't signed up yet, unfortunately online registration for $25 is now closed BUT you can register for $35 on the day of the race. Registration starts at 7am in front of the Art Museum.

*Nov 2nd
*9am
*starts in front of Phila. Art Museum

Click here to donate!
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my favorite month (& bday month!) of the year is upon us!!!!

i love you, october.

The Brain Tumor Society’s Race for Hope - Philadelphia
Team Frank Miller!!!

can't wait! November 2nd! We have 5 people who want to do it so far! :)

this is why...

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what do you think is the best music program for making noisey industrial stuff? i'm taking votes. not sure what to get. i currently don't have anything except Reason 3.0 (and not many additional sounds) and Project 5. while Reason is okay for drum sounds, Project 5 BLOWS A HUGE ONE in that area. and i accidentally deleted Acid and don't have/can't ( Read more... )

i need a new book. any suggestions? i love true crime but i'm starting to get tired of the same thing over and over...