i don't know if i should continue with this journal. it's starting to seem more and more pointless, and at this point the main appeal is its ability to procure me compliments and distract me from the less glamorous aspects of the publishing field. but i don't like the person it makes me seem to be, and i don't feel so desperate for attention like i ( Read more... )

far too many distractions today ( Read more... )

ok fine, i'll type more about the weekend. so ryan left me a message at about 4pm telling me (not asking) that there would be people coming over after his show (his band was playing on a booze cruise). aka 60 drunken musicians until 5 or 6am. sometimes i would be up for it, but that friday i was not. so i crashed at a friend's place and came back ( Read more... )

someday i shall actually learn to dance.


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awesome weekend. new haircut, long train rides, careless sunburns, long beaches, too many beers, veggie burgers + cookies, poker, old friends, new friends, bed+ ipod sharing, tearful discussions, new clothes, starting and finishing a book in one trip, and a few drunk dials.
( also this stupid cheesy quiz )

so i think i am going to start the graphic design program at smfa in the fall. i definitely think i can afford it, and while the proud part of me would rather have a masters (i already lie about what i do for a living) for now a certification is just more realistic. i cannot stop working full-time, i cannot incur massive amounts of debt, and i ( Read more... )

holy shit, i am going on a date with a nice guy. i never date nice guys. he's actually smart, attractive, funny, local, and to the best of my knowledge he's not the type to drunkenly proposition me or cancel on me with no particular explanation. i sure can pick 'em ( Read more... )

sephora is launching a new scent for men. it's described as "provocative" and "very sexy". the name of the scent?

cumming.

it's from alan cumming.
and it's classified under woody on the sephora web site.
and i know it makes me immature, but i just think that's hilarious.

may i interest you in cumming?

it's very tempting to quit my job, work at starbucks, paint pictures for people i find on craigslist, and waste my degree until i work up the nerve to get a new one.

i love coming home on saturday night and discovering through a little minor curiosity that chris's ex is still very much taken with him, is posting pictures of the two of them naked together (all from last year, otherwise i'd really be fuming) on the internet, and oh sweet she's traveling with him all summer. that was awesome of him to forget to ( Read more... )