i can't see myself as the kind of individual who would tear people apart, only because i'm always the one trying to put people together. i love seeing two people who really like each other together, i live for that. but somehow someone has gotten the thought in their mind that i would try to tear them and their lover spouse apart. that's great, i'm ( Read more... )

i love rain on days that feel like it should rain. i love the smell before and after, i like the stromy weather, i like the night sky before a storm, i love walking in the rain no sure i'm going to make it back home ( Read more... )

yay for no more highlights. my life is that much better now that i finally did one thing i said i would... i feel bad. i feel like i'm just doing all of this because i can, and because i won't see my parents for another three months... that's horrible. well i'm not doing anything i shouldn't, but i just decided to get bangs, i just decided to put ( Read more... )

i feel numb deep inside. it's too quiet to think and too loud to fall asleep. stars blink in and out, one day they'll all fall down on us. my walls are blank, my pictures are lost in a box somewhere across the nation. i'm felling lost today. the fall is here but summer won't end. i'm itching all over to experience the next stage of life, but i ( Read more... )

i had fun this weekend. Lauren Threatt came to visit me and it was amazing, we had alot of fun with my friends, minus my friends and i are all really indecisive and sometimes we drive each other crazy... but in a totally kickass good way. but yes, Friday nite and Saturday nite were awesome and i love my friends so so much, i'm really happy to be ( Read more... )

i have a silly smile on my face and i'm listening to dirty electronic music that makes me smile even bigger. mainly because it's funny and amazing at the same time. but... aside from that, i think i'm just happy, and it's been a while since i've been just plain happy. i woke up with a smile and i'm not worried about anything today... it may even ( Read more... )

i'm going back 'home'. i think. i'm not sure. i don't know where my home is. eight years ago my home was in Israel. A month ago my home was in Charlotte, NC. Today i'm not really sure where my home is. i'm going to visit Sarabadi because i have missed her more than i should have, and i'm going to visit the people who were there with me for the past ( Read more... )

i love love and i love life ( Read more... )

it's a bit early to write a journal entery, but i write them as my life happens, or whenever i think something in my life had happened and needs to be recorded for a later time. that's what i view this journal as... a quick and fast way to put things down and out and share whatever is happening in my mind and heart with my friends... or randome ( Read more... )