i'm going to Queen City for fall break and i'm so excited about life right now! i'm going to see Lola and Jason Zhu and Margalo and all the people that i love and love me and it's going to be beautiful!!!! awwww yay!!!!! oh man... i'm sorry... i'm really giggly and bubbly inside and i keep day dreaming and i'm becoming the biggest hopeless romantic ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the Jewish New Year and i'm really excited. I'm a little sad that i will be celebrating it on my own with out my family, and it's going to be really different but i'm excited. i'm happy to be celebrating it with my friends, or at least do something symbolic to remind me of the New Year and the need to take a moment to reflect on my past ( Read more... )

aah! i really don't like Environmental Law and Politics and the moment. wait, no i'm lying. i've never liked it, but now i really dislike it with a passion and i don't know what to do. i'm supposed to write a 4 to 5 page analyzing the currect energy issues and policies and how the public views it, why the policies are made and what i think about ( Read more... )

emo-ness is silly, i know from experience by now. i've been emo for about 3 days and 4 hours and i have gotten no where. don't try it, it's not going to help you, it's not going to make you feel any better, and it sure as hell isn't going to make you happy. but i'm over my emo-ness because that shit doesn't work, at least not for me. i'm just going ( Read more... )

this is hard to put down in words. the screen is blury, my glasses are lost. the music is loud enough to drown out my thoughts. it's all a dream, a haze, a screen play in the making. the drums are beating hard, my heart is beating slow, my fingers are moving too fast. the cold weather warms my heart. my box of scarves was opened for the first time ( Read more... )

last nite i felt like the most depressed, overjoyed person on earth. there was a wave of fear coming over me and i paniced, i had no idea what was goin on and i couldn't figure out for the life of me what i was scared of. it doesn't matter, all i know is that i felt helpless and lame. i don't have anything to fear, nothing that i can clearly see. ( Read more... )

mmmmm, last nite was beautiful. i went to see 'Minus the Bear' and they are amazing. they played my song 'Fine + 2 Points' which i'm convinced was written about me, but i'm sure it wasn't. they were amazing and i heart them and it was beautiful ( Read more... )

i woke up tired which led me to put on my tye-dye shirt that i made in 10th grade in chemistry. i put my jeans on too, and i don't do that very often, which made me feel super lazy. i listened to music all day long and i shared it with Hunter, i felt he could use some Phantom Planet and OK Go in his life. it was beautiful. oooh and i decided to ( Read more... )

this is a serious entry, just so we get that clear. i'm going to be really serious about this and open up and share my feelings on Fountain Dinning Hall, located on Western Campus, about thirty feet from my dorm ( Read more... )

i'm feeling the world coming together and falling a part. i see life happen and stop. i'm standing still watching the night sky change colors; i'm searching for the stars knowing well they're hidden behind the clouds. i don't know what to say, think or feel. i'm not numb but i don't feel real ( Read more... )