overall today was ok, at the same time it sucked a whole lot. ah.... yeah.... i've been acting strange. i can't focus for the life of me, i'm always trying to run away, and i keep having terrifying thoughts. meh... i'm just stressed and tense and neverous about different things and i can't seem to calm damn or sleep. i really just want someone to ( Read more... )

i'm not photogenic. why? that really annoys me... but i'll get over it ( Read more... )

ooooh life ( Read more... )

... mmmm it's beautiful outside. i woke up with a smile, last nite was strangely fun. i think i love noodles, especially at 2:13 am. mmmm early thanksgiving dinner was tastey... it was sooo good... homecooked and all. yay! hehe... i'm just giggly and happy and outside is so amazing i just want to go lay in the grass and be indulged with the nature ( Read more... )

ok... i have a confession: whever i walk from one destination to another around campus i check people out and secretly smile on the inside. every person has a different look on their face when they're walking alone... they're so confinde in their own thoughts and dreams (well, i day dream while walking around so i figured everyone else does too), ( Read more... )

... so this is the new year, and i don't feel any different ...

i like that.

i'm sending out my apologies to all my friends. if i have ever hurt your feelings in any way, wasn't there for you when needed me, or if we've had a misunderstanding, i apologize ( Read more... )

Today Leah had told me that i'm smooth. And then she told me she wished i had a penis, cuz then she would date me. I love you Leah.

van awesoma: without a big dick smoothness don't mean shit

that pretty much sums up my life.
haha!
muah!

p.s. i'm writing a book. it's going well so far. i like that project.

stay hot!

i'm in love with today ( Read more... )

i haven't changed. or maybe that's a lie i told myself to keep you from finding the truth.

another smile, another lie. i only tell you what you want to hear, i couldn't lie to you, but i rater not tell you the truth. this is my mystery, i'm full of secrets.