what?!!
overall today was ok, at the same time it sucked a whole lot. ah.... yeah.... i've been acting strange. i can't focus for the life of me, i'm always trying to run away, and i keep having terrifying thoughts. meh... i'm just stressed and tense and neverous about different things and i can't seem to calm damn or sleep. i really just want someone to rescue me... or make me forget how silly i am for thinking and feeling like this. that would be lovely.