i need you by my side
it's a bit early to write a journal entery, but i write them as my life happens, or whenever i think something in my life had happened and needs to be recorded for a later time. that's what i view this journal as... a quick and fast way to put things down and out and share whatever is happening in my mind and heart with my friends... or randome people who enjoy reading journals of people whom they do not know... good times.
so last nite i was laying in bed for about two hours trying to fall asleep... but my room was extremely hot and i couldn't stop thinking. at one point i wasn't even sure what i was thinking about, i just knew that my mind was racing and flashing images and i could not shut it off. but here is what i do remember...i remember thinking that maybe our world is reaching a breaking point. i keep reading the news and all i see are signs pointing downward; every article is forshadowing a downfall of some sort. i'm not ready for a downfall, i'm not ready to be in a situation where i can do nothing but watch the world falling apart around me. there is so much more in my life that i would like to accomplish, so many more people i would like to encounter, befriend, kiss. people always tell you to live your life like there is no tomorrow, but it's hard to do. however, it's a very good advice that i wish i could put into action. i have the feeling that big things are happening around us but we're not noticing; i just hope they don't catch up to us and kickass hardcore in the ass.
in other news, i would really like the seasons to change and for fall to begin, the heat is fun no longer and i'd really like to wear a sweater and a scarf. beautiful.
kiss kiss
love,
Mor
so last nite i was laying in bed for about two hours trying to fall asleep... but my room was extremely hot and i couldn't stop thinking. at one point i wasn't even sure what i was thinking about, i just knew that my mind was racing and flashing images and i could not shut it off. but here is what i do remember...i remember thinking that maybe our world is reaching a breaking point. i keep reading the news and all i see are signs pointing downward; every article is forshadowing a downfall of some sort. i'm not ready for a downfall, i'm not ready to be in a situation where i can do nothing but watch the world falling apart around me. there is so much more in my life that i would like to accomplish, so many more people i would like to encounter, befriend, kiss. people always tell you to live your life like there is no tomorrow, but it's hard to do. however, it's a very good advice that i wish i could put into action. i have the feeling that big things are happening around us but we're not noticing; i just hope they don't catch up to us and kickass hardcore in the ass.
in other news, i would really like the seasons to change and for fall to begin, the heat is fun no longer and i'd really like to wear a sweater and a scarf. beautiful.
kiss kiss
love,
Mor