it's 2:11 in the afternoon and i'm getting ready to go to class... it shall be good times, Environmental Law and Politics... it's going slowly for right now, yet i am sure that it will pick up. so anywhose... i bought fake Nyquil last nite and took and it worked pretty ok... but i'm still really tired and i keep wanting to nap, but there is no ( Read more... )

well... after being sick for a day and a half, i think i'm ok now and that is great news. ummm... i don't really like reading for Textile 105 because it's really boring, dry and extremely technical; reading for that class makes me feel like i'm trying to learn a whole new language. to make matters worse, i have to sit through another three lectures ( Read more... )

this weekend is going to be good. i have the feeling that life is going to make me smile once again and that all of the silly bullshit/drama/sadness i had for the fast 2 days will be gone ( Read more... )

i better get going, i better move along now, i better run often ( Read more... )

you should be my hopeless romantic in return, tell me how everything will be wonderful. we'll run away to a deserted place, start a brand new world. everything will be our way, no tears of sadness, no sorrow, no pain. the sun will sunshine all the time, the weather will be just cool enough to wear a light sweater and birds will wake us. fields of ( Read more... )

i got it all wrong. i thought it i had it all down with a pen and paper, but i was wrong. i spent this weekend having a great time and realizing that i need to change becase i'm changing and it's ok for me to feel different now. i'm never going to stop growing up and i'm never going to stop changing. the more i think about it, the more i feel silly ( Read more... )

i'm fine.

but i still need you to hold on to me.

yesterday was a strange day... i woke up in my uncle's san diego appartment and life was normal. then thirteen minutes later it hit me, life as i know it is about to change, just like i knew it would. so the whole day i had this weird feeling and all i wanted to do is go back to when i was fourteen and everything was just starting. on the drive ( Read more... )

hey hey there kiddos ( Read more... )

i've been in LA for a full two days now, and fuck it all, i don't fit here. i'm not the life style, the look, the attitude, the care, the carelessness, the heat, i'm not anything LA... maybe the great bands that come here. i miss my friends so damn much, sometimes it's hard for me to breath because they're not around. seriously, with out my friends ( Read more... )