Just a quick little update of where I am in my life here... I'm going to PSU...I like it somedays, I hate it other days, but hey, it's a no win situation. I've been sick since I got here with every flu/cold possible, i even got bit by a spider and spent some time in the hospital, sounds fun doesn't it? I thought so too ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I last wrote that I had to go and read my last entry... I haven't wrote about anything ( Read more... )

Here's a little bit...I haven't wrote in here in a long time ( Read more... )

A lot has happened lately...let me tell you. Ryan bought me a teddy bear... It makes me smile...especially the REASON behind it. I was stupid for once, and he got upset with me and felt bad, so he bought me a teddy bear. *smile* I named it Ryan Junior. I'm so lame. It's so cute and it's brown and soft and fluffy! I love it to pieces. I love him to ( Read more... )

So...Lately everything has been good. I'm so in love with Ryan. He makes me so happy and he's always making me smile. Today we went to Cole's birthday party, it was okay...It was at bowl away lanes. Something sad happened though and I wasn't going ot mention it but it was a little funny... Jacob thought that Ryan was Jon. But then I explained to ( Read more... )

Three hours of my time with him today were absolutely amazing... If only you knew. I never loved him as much as I did today. He is so perfect in every way, so loving, so caring, so tender. When he hurts me, he gets upset, when he loves me, it makes us both smile. I love that boy with all my heart. I miss him so much right now, I just want to call ( Read more... )

Last night wasn't a very good night for me...It was strange ( Read more... )

I was up til' 5:30 this morning! YAY! And I only slept two hours since then. I'm running on...Who knows. But it surely is the most interesting thing ever. Ryan and I were arguing over a silly thing so we talked until 5 in the morning about everything. He makes me so incredibly happy. I'm so excited for whats gonna happen in our future ( Read more... )

I was thinking a lot last night. It was just a thinking night I suppose. I realize how much I rely on others to make me feel better about myself and I think that's how I get in so many arguements with so many people. In all honesty, Ryan has helped me get through that so much. I don't think that I turn to people as much anymore, I just try to deal ( Read more... )

I wanna write a nice entry about two nice people. My Two bestest friends...! Becky and Ryan ( Read more... )