I'm just sitting here and I can't get over how much I love Ryan ( Read more... )

I had surgery yesterday...just wanted to let you all know that it went fine. They had to cut open the back of my ear which wasn't expected, but it's okay. I'm in quite a bit of pain but i'm managing. I haven't had this kind of procedure done in awhile ( Read more... )

Well..Life...it has honestly sucked lately ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Kinda. I went to close w/ Jamie, Kim and Ryan and then Rob and Randy showed up and just kinda hung out..Which I didn't quite understand but it's all good ( Read more... )

Honestly. I am going crazy dealing with this crap. Ryan has done nothing but push my buttons in the last week. Ahhhh. Starting Friday...and Hopefully ENDING today. I can't take it anymore. I finally just exploded on him ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting here in a towel, trying to figure out why people take so much for granted...I know I do. Hell, I think my life sucks. People suck, they lie...they are not trustworthy ( Read more... )

So Tuesday I was sad because Ryan never called me before he went out w/ Adam...Buuuut around like 9 my phone rang and it was him! *smile* So he came over until probably like midnight and then Wednesday he called in sick to work because he didn't want to leave me because I wasn't really feeling well and he's coming over soon! Yay ( Read more... )

So...I woke up about an hour ago...I guess...Around like 6:30? I'm so tired. I have something similar to mono I guess, We aren't really sure. I just had more blood taken today, so hopefully they find out what is wrong with me soon...It's getting annoying. All I want to sleep and when I do actually sleep, people have to be assholes and wake me up, ( Read more... )

So, heres for a little update ( Read more... )

Ryan is so amazing. It's really weird because he isn't someone I could ever picture me with ( Read more... )