My love...my angel.
I'm just sitting here and I can't get over how much I love Ryan.
My head is spinning and my head hurts, my ear hurts, my throat hurts...but all I can seem to think of is Ryan. It comforts me, I love him.
He's been so wonderful to me. I was kinda sad because I didn't get to see him yesterday but it's okay, he needed to spend time in Mass w/ his friends last night and I understand that. I called his house this morning because I didn't know he wasn't going to be home and I ended up talking to his mommy about the whole thing with his friends. Apparently she had to force Ryan to stay in Mass last night because he just wanted to come home and see me and she knew that if he didn't stay last night then he wouldn't get the chance to go again. I was like aww he's so sweet. But he really does need to be with his friends too. And he was a good boy for me too :) he didn't do anything bad, I was really happy about that. My mom asked him when she woke up and realized that Ryan was here, she goes, Ryan, were you a good boy in Mass? And he was like yup! She was like, good boy. LoL it was so funny. My mom woke up and saw him and said "It's Ryan!" really loud. I just smiled.
I could spend the rest of my life with this boy. I could. And I want to, I really do. I think about us getting married all the time and I try to figure out what our life would be like. I can see it being hard at first, but we could get through it. I love him.
Ryan, Baby, I love you so so so so so so much that I don't know how many more ways I can put it. Lets get married. I just wanna get married. I love you.
My head is spinning and my head hurts, my ear hurts, my throat hurts...but all I can seem to think of is Ryan. It comforts me, I love him.
He's been so wonderful to me. I was kinda sad because I didn't get to see him yesterday but it's okay, he needed to spend time in Mass w/ his friends last night and I understand that. I called his house this morning because I didn't know he wasn't going to be home and I ended up talking to his mommy about the whole thing with his friends. Apparently she had to force Ryan to stay in Mass last night because he just wanted to come home and see me and she knew that if he didn't stay last night then he wouldn't get the chance to go again. I was like aww he's so sweet. But he really does need to be with his friends too. And he was a good boy for me too :) he didn't do anything bad, I was really happy about that. My mom asked him when she woke up and realized that Ryan was here, she goes, Ryan, were you a good boy in Mass? And he was like yup! She was like, good boy. LoL it was so funny. My mom woke up and saw him and said "It's Ryan!" really loud. I just smiled.
I could spend the rest of my life with this boy. I could. And I want to, I really do. I think about us getting married all the time and I try to figure out what our life would be like. I can see it being hard at first, but we could get through it. I love him.
Ryan, Baby, I love you so so so so so so much that I don't know how many more ways I can put it. Lets get married. I just wanna get married. I love you.