I'm feeling kind of old and down a bit right now- but yet happy too. It's wierd ( Read more... )

Well, it's been awhile since I have been on LJ.  When I got a new laptop, I somehow never got around to trying to log into it -I just didn't think about it I guess.  Oh well, yesterday I finally got back to it ( Read more... )

Packing...packing...packing moving to new states is SUCH A ROYAL PAIN ( Read more... )

So, we have decided to move to Texas. We were going to move there anyhow-before he got the job here and threw off our plans. Ryan has decided he doesn't like Utah -it just took him a bit longer than the rest of us to figure out that it wasn't for us ( Read more... )

Ryan got a small bonus on his check and his new pay rate FINALLY showed up too. I was able to finish buying all the stuff for Ashley's party and all I need now is the cake mixes so another 8 or 10 dollars and I will be done! I feel SO much better :) I will be super busy this week getting decorations ready and doing the massive cake project ( Read more... )

the last couple days I have been in a better place. I have tried to stay positive and I have felt better. Tomorrow starts a new week of the job hunting though and I hope hope hope this will be it.

5 months of looking and applying for jobs and STILL-not ONE call...bleh. Seriously- we can't do this much longer...and it is making me depressed. I think Utah is slowly killing me. I hate that we live next to a useless lake...I had to quit belly dancing due to having no extra money and I miss my friends a LOT ( Read more... )

so...we got money when Ryan's mom died. We agreed to pay off the credit cards, the jeep, and get as much done in the basement as we could. We did all that. We also talked about finishing the basement a little at a time as we could afford it when I went back to work. now- something about Ryan...he wants what he wants when he wants it and does not ( Read more... )

I went to the Cruxshadows show last night. ALONE. going alone sucked giant amounts-but seeing them didn't. I was determined to go one way or the other so...I did ( Read more... )

bleh. Ryan just freaked WAY out on the kids over them having a tiny tiny spat...he LOST it ( Read more... )