Jul 20, 2009 13:15
5 months of looking and applying for jobs and STILL-not ONE call...bleh. Seriously- we can't do this much longer...and it is making me depressed. I think Utah is slowly killing me. I hate that we live next to a useless lake...I had to quit belly dancing due to having no extra money and I miss my friends a LOT :(
*sigh*
all I look forward to at the moment is for the evening to come so I can make a drink! NICE huh
bleh
I need to get with the program...and lose the weight I have put back on but I have like no motivation to do it here...Yesterday-Ryan told Ashley that if she loses 30 lbs she can get her nose pierced(which is something he has been against until she's 18) and if/when she gets down to 175 she can get a tattoo. You should have seen her face! She says she is determined if for nothing else-but to make him stick to his word and see his face when he finds out he has to! We'll see if it works for her...I hope so... if she can change habits while she is still young then that is really important. As for me...I know I can do it if I want to-but lately-I don't seem to care enough and that's horrible :(
I hope next time I write here-it will be something good...