the bar is...simply that...i hope not to have to work there much longer...we will just leave it at that...it isn't terrible but the owner doesn't quite understand...i am the bartender, the bar belongs to me, if i cut someone off, i cut them off...you can't make this all about money when i am serving one of the only two legal drugs in the country... ( Read more... )

currently, while updating this journal, i am also mailing myself pictures off of my cellphone...i have pictures of the american museum of natural history as well as the last two places that were part of boonton proper as far as the historical markers are concerned...the historical society was very nice and sent me the address of the one marker i ( Read more... )

the bartending is going decently well...i ended up working twelve hours yesterday...i don't normally work on saturdays...got a call around 10:45am saying that if i wasn't doing anything else that day, i needed to come in for the 12pm-6pm shift...so i did...i had nothing else planned and it looked like it was going to be a not so fun time at home... ( Read more... )

saint patrick's day was standard....i taught for a few hours, went to a bar, had a few beers, went home, realized that a cop was behind me on the service road from 10 to 53, turned into the seven-eleven in flurry of fear and butterflies, realized he drove right past me, and then realized that i wasn't even drunk...good times ( Read more... )

so i auditioned for altamura summer institute...possibly the strangest audition i have ever done in my life...it was in a room in a residential hotel, with a concerige, on the upper west side about twenty blocks up from lincoln center...it was on the thirteenth floor, as in the floor was actually numbered thirteen and there was a 13 button on the ( Read more... )

so obviously didn't delete this...another almost fatality of my never ending urge to delete things ( Read more... )

as i'm sure has been very obvious, i don't post much on livejournal anymore...so i'm gonna be getting rid of it ( Read more... )

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i gave two weeks notice yesterday...in some ways, i realize that by giving up a job that, while i didn't like it, at least gave me income and benefits, especially in these economic times, was a bit foolish...but on that other hand, it really is never that simple...it was a corporate job, and i am not good in corporate situations, just like i wasn't ( Read more... )

"Human insurrection, in its exalted and tragic forms, is only, and can only be, a prolonged protest against death, a violent accusation against the universal death penalty...The rebel does not ask for life, but for reasons for living. He rejects the consequences implied by death. If nothing lasts, then nothing is justified; everything that dies is ( Read more... )