Dear live journal,

It's so good to finally have a great update! But, I do need to remind myself to get on here more often.

So, after my last post. which was like a year ago almost, I started working for the Wilson Co. School System as a substitute teacher. It was a ministry within itself, and the classes liked me for the most part, but it was really ( Read more... )

How can I feel so imprisoned, yet be so free??

Over the past few moments I've taken time to look throught past journal entries and there is a common denominator in each and every one from the past 5 months...questions and lack of discernment. Is is ever going to end?

It turns out that Grace hired someone a few weeks ago without calling the other ( Read more... )

 You know those days when you wake up and just feel like taking a shower and being ready just in case something happens. It's like your gut is telling you that something will happen that will cause you to need to be ready. Well...thank you gut...turns out I got a call from my "long lost" brother who has been living in Hollywood and Pennsylvania for ( Read more... )

 As I promised earlier...this is the update on my job situation.

The interview at Grace ended up being a nightmare. Mr. so and so (he shall remain nameless) who is the director on the SPRC (Staff Parish Relations Committee) ended up not bringing my resume and extra information he asked me to provide for all the rest of the members to look at while ( Read more... )

 Let me just say something...I have learned a great lesson this week, and that lesson is...

GOD'S TIMING

God is so great because He reacts to His children's actions in this incredibly expanding universe. There are so many things going on in the world needing guidance, attention, peace, and love... ( Read more... )

"My heart is as dark as the soil solid with winter rains ( Read more... )

Over the past four years I had forgotten how great it is to be home in Nashville. It seems as though I grow so much here because of my friends and the opportunities that always arise out of unseen circumstances ( Read more... )

I need to get a few things out...

As soon as I moved home to my family's new apartment, everything took a turn for the worse. My biological mom had a massive heart attack,  A dear friend of mine confessed to being addicted to Narcotics for the past seven years, and I'm currently in this continuous battle trying to honor but not enable my mother.

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 At the moment, I'm sitting at a computer desk at Texas Christian University in Fortworth. I know what you're thinking....I asked myself the same question. General Conference (aka: a major conference for the United Methodist Church) has been meeting for the past week and a couple of us decided to drive down from Martin to catch some legislative ( Read more... )

I'm in this crazy place right now where, no matter what I do, I can't make things move along. It's like I'm stuck in this big cardboard box and it's taped on all sides so I can't get out. 
Everything is up in the air about a job, since it is the time for me to "get on with my life." But, the church where I've applied to be  a youth minister has yet ( Read more... )