i have no clue what is going on in my life... fuck, right now, i have no idea what to write. i am so confused right now about everything... i really think i am going fucking mental, and i do not know why... i am in a very dark state, very emotional, depression being the strongest... i am so fucking depressed. mainly because i am lost as what i am ( Read more... )

just wondering. hmmm ( Read more... )

well, that's how i feel... like everything is turning out useless to me ( Read more... )

...hello ( Read more... )

... i am drawing blanks, nothing on my mind... and that's the way i tend to like it...
yeah, i'm totally floating in a void...

i feel like nothing has happened in a long time, nothing good, nothing memorable ( Read more... )

nightmares ( Read more... )

i'm addicted to romance.... ia tha so bad ( Read more... )

hot day, and it's the evening. still sweating my balls off, i mean they're actually falling off. ja, ja, ja ( Read more... )

days here in kuwait are always depressing... so hot, so tiring that i am starting to really crack. and then, i try calling people to motivate me, but only to people do. one is my caucasian butt buddy, adam (you rock, dude) and the other is the coolest chick in merizo. man, she has the sexiest guy voice around, almost as deep as mine. their fuckin' ( Read more... )