being lost never felt so.....

Oct 13, 2005 01:25

i feel like nothing has happened in a long time, nothing good, nothing memorable.
going nowhere fast and in a hurry. i feel like i'm falling into oblivion with a very depressing soundtrack, like sigur-ros. beautiful and depressing.

my days the greyest they have ever been, and i have ran out of tears. i'm so tired that i cannot get out of bed, no energy to even blink. i feel like i have a terminal illness. struggling to breathe, struggling to live. the sky falls apart as i slowly die. i take one last breathe and my world is no more.

i just want happiness, something to build a sense of hope in this life that i am having trouble living. finding hope is like finding the cure for H.I.V. this is killing me.
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