Can I catch a break?

[carnivalnights]

I cannot do this anymore. Seriously. I have had enough. Everything is so messed up right now and it keeps getting worse. I feel like every time I try to catch my balance, the volcano erupts again. What will it take to catch a break

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[anxietyflow]

*big hugs* I am terribly sorry to hear about the news of your father.

Have you tried talking to your friend about what is going on? Be honest with him.

While you are looking for a job, would you consider working at a bookshop or some kind of retailer? I am still working at Lowe's. You are much better than me though because at least you are LOOKING for a job. I haven't even bothered. I, myself, don't even think I want to do anything with my degree anymore. I also feel like my life is wasting away in the career section. But working retail would at least give you some money for stuff. Also, you may meet new people and that may open new windows for many opportunities... friends and even finding REAL work with your degree!

I need to really lose weight too, but I am way too lazy to exercise right now. I'm trying to eat healthier though. Eh.

I know you said talking does not help, but you can always email me! If so, please do glowkitten@gmail.com :)

Love you! Hang in there!

[littlemisstexas]

I am deeply, deeply sorry about your father's news and that you're feeling this way, sweetie. *huge, huge, huge hugs & endless love* : ( ♥ I know it doesn't seem to help but like anxietyflow said, I love you and if there is anything in the world I can do to help, please don't hesitate to holler. You are always in our hearts and thoughts and we're all here for you and hanging in there with you. We'll all be sending you good thoughts and good luck every day, sweetie. I know the right job will come your way soon and I know you'll get back on your routine as well, just try not to push yourself any harder (I know, easier said than done).

We love you lots, hun. We're thinking of you. *huge, huge, huge hugs & endless love* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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[freyis]

*hug* wish there was more I could do :/

[apori]

I'm really sorry to hear all this dear :(. I wish there was something I could say or do that could help. I don't want to encourage negativity, but maybe what you really need is a good period of full on letting your misery about everything out, be that eating or sleeping or crying or drinking or just shutting yourself off from the world for a few days just so that you can actually put yourself first for once? This might be a bad idea with everything going on, but I always get the feeling that you're giving so much and getting so little in return.

Maybe for exercise you could try martial arts? It could be a good way for you to let out some of your frustration and maybe feel more empowered.

Anyway, wishing you THE BEST and lots of hoping your father will be OK. I really hope that soon you'll soon get some good fortune coming your way. It means nothing, but I genuinely mean that you're someone who really deserves that.