I lay in bed last night for one hour dreaming that someone has stolen my bag. The night before I dreamt that someone had stolen my car and the night before that I dreamt that someone had stolen my telephone. These are all trivial items, but my biggest nightmare would be something to be stolen which can’t be replaced.

Women try their best to keep ( Read more... )

I am going on holiday on the 15th august till the 22nd to Rhodes and I am thrilled. The best thing about it is that the person who is adjoining me, I love so very much.

And yes, he finally said those three special words to me.

I keep meaning to show Iain this journal, but it never happens. Then afterwards I’ll think I’m glad I haven’t shown him it. But there’s something else telling me, he should really know all these things. But then there’s something else telling me, some things are better left unsaid and not discussed ( Read more... )

I’m such a bad judge of character. I mix with some very heavy faces in this place. I’m starting to learn that it’s good not to get to know people too well, because when you start to really know people you see these major faults that seem to grow, and every time I look at these people, their faults just blare out. It’s quite funny, that once ( Read more... )

Competitions are always the same, there will be winners and there will be losers. Competitions always involve compassionate relationships. This time it was just a friendly rivalry and nobody got hurt. Well, no one that I am too concerned about.

This weekend, a fine shopping trip and untamed sex in the car made my relationship set in stone. I felt a ( Read more... )

It’s actually happening. Sort of ( Read more... )

I was checking my phone literally every 2 minutes precisely, just in case he text me. He always manages to text me at obscure times, when I have got exhausted from waiting and decided it was time to go on my travels home. For instance, 3.15am, “wish you came back to mine xx”

I decided like every other male in my life, he must just want a fuck. but ( Read more... )

It’s been an emotional rollercoaster these past few days. I just feel so misplaced, I don’t know whether I should be smiling or crying. Problem is I’m finding it hard to do either at the moment. I am just motionless. I feel exasperated, knowing that there are so many sad things to be crying about and so many happy things to be laughing about. I ( Read more... )

I forgot how to laugh until today. It has been so long since I’ve laughed till my eyes have watered and there’s that ache in your stomach. It was when my friend fell of the bus this morning. I feel guilty laughing at his misfortune.

Tuesday night was Halloween, not a one to disregard.

I met up with Luke and his friends after work. He was gracious ( Read more... )

I was about to let go, until he rang me at late hours last night. I thought he was too busy for me. I remembered his sweet aroma, which has been locked in my sense of smell for days now.

I thought about him while I was pushing past those people in a bar. A night talking to people I didn’t want to. I got sick of saying excuse me, while I was ( Read more... )