I KNEW MY MOOD WOULDN'T TAKE LONG TO CHANGE SHIT WHAT IS IT 24 HOURS ( Read more... )

life is going pretty good right now ( Read more... )

pretty sweet like 8 people read my journal...maybe more who failed to leave a comment ...thanks guys ( Read more... )

if you read my livejoural leave me a comment and let me know...and add your name to the bottom.

I just realised i have no idea who reads this.

Honestly I must be too weak or somehting. I haven't really heard of ginny being upset or deanna ....i heard molly cried, but honestly why have i spent my entire night thinking about emily, crying, and being reall FUCKING PISSED OFF. She's only been gone a day and i know she'll be back soon, but the idea that i can't run out to califon and see her ( Read more... )

honestly this tears me apart. 1/4 of me is gone.

I HONESTLY CANT COMPLAIN FOR ONCE

awesome schedule
new car
new room
party saturday
paid tomorrow
and overall feelin pretty good about life....maybe just a bf needed to complete the setup :)

oh but wait....emily is leaving and that sucks.

Im in denial that one of my best friends in the entire world is leaving. I just keep thinking she is not, that it is a joke but you know what she'll be gone and I don't think she even realises it. Pee parties, parties, cuddling, crazy evenings, laughing, runs, watching howard stern, drinking, smoking, getting caught, crying, boogie nights ha ha, ( Read more... )

My mom and I just had an all out heart to heart ....where I told her how i have a good head on my shoulder, where I told her about the vegas incident last June, where I told her about how I tried weed, where I told her I wasn't going to stop partying with my firends, where I told her that my friends don't do drugs and that they are wonderful people ( Read more... )

I lied about things starting to get intense...i got grounded until school starts. And drug tested, even though I beleive it's gonna come up clean.

Oh ps. I've been crying for over 12 hours.