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Honestly I must be too weak or somehting. I haven't really heard of ginny being upset or deanna ....i heard molly cried, but honestly why have i spent my entire night thinking about emily, crying, and being reall FUCKING PISSED OFF. She's only been gone a day and i know she'll be back soon, but the idea that i can't run out to califon and see her kills me. It kills me that I cant lay around her room for days on end and do nothing, it kills me that adam cant pick us up and take us places. It kills me that i crying histerically and I cant call her cause she doesn't get fucking service and her interenet gets shut off at 11. Im not gonna lie, I hope you come home. But on the other hand, shouldn't i be strong....shouldn't i be saying " good luck"