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I KNEW MY MOOD WOULDN'T TAKE LONG TO CHANGE SHIT WHAT IS IT 24 HOURS.
I hate bernards high, we don't have showers that work int he locker room, the bell to switch classes is way too short, we have to run the fucking mile next monday, it's still like a billion degrees in our school and it turned autumn TODAY, i hate that the less i eat the more my scale tells me a i weigh, i hate feeling ugly pretty much every fucking day of my life and trying to mask it with lip gloss mascarra and some sort of fashion sense, I FUCKING HATE skinny girls who can wear wife beaters and jeans with no belt and look tottally put together because their hip bones is their best accessory, I also hate that heather failed her driving test today when i had a note ot leave early and instead had to sit through math with prolly the worst teacher that has ever been in bernards high in the last 12874389 years. I hate SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much that my BEST FUCKING FRRIENDS dont even attend my school , and even more hate how one of them is an hour away. I hate that i can't do yearbook editor cazuse i signed up for student council and i dont even WANT to be on sudent council. I hate that i haven't had a boy look at me in a 6 months. And i hate that somethings bothering my best friend deanna and she hasn't told me what it is.
I hate bernards high, we don't have showers that work int he locker room, the bell to switch classes is way too short, we have to run the fucking mile next monday, it's still like a billion degrees in our school and it turned autumn TODAY, i hate that the less i eat the more my scale tells me a i weigh, i hate feeling ugly pretty much every fucking day of my life and trying to mask it with lip gloss mascarra and some sort of fashion sense, I FUCKING HATE skinny girls who can wear wife beaters and jeans with no belt and look tottally put together because their hip bones is their best accessory, I also hate that heather failed her driving test today when i had a note ot leave early and instead had to sit through math with prolly the worst teacher that has ever been in bernards high in the last 12874389 years. I hate SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much that my BEST FUCKING FRRIENDS dont even attend my school , and even more hate how one of them is an hour away. I hate that i can't do yearbook editor cazuse i signed up for student council and i dont even WANT to be on sudent council. I hate that i haven't had a boy look at me in a 6 months. And i hate that somethings bothering my best friend deanna and she hasn't told me what it is.