im not a big fan of this place, i dont like the people who run it or the people who live in it. i want my own place to live, i asked the guy who runs it for the keys to my fridge,a nd he told me to talk to another guy but he'll take my rent money and so on, im going to go broke eating out everywheres, and there fridges are really shity anyway ( Read more... )

i felt like writing something but i dont know what ( Read more... )

not much to write, theres always things on my mind, great moment i think about writing in here but when i finaly go to write anything, i feel blank ( Read more... )

i woke up the other night in a really wierd state of mind, ecvery now and then my brother will come to mind, i sometimes feel guilty about not thinking of the other kids, but when i think of him i get a wierd emotion from it, theres a depth to it i cant explain, its very wierd and only seems to hapen at night when im laying down, it had hapened ( Read more... )

its a nice day outside today, really nice. ive been out trying to think of things to do, i know i defintly dont want to go back to work until i have to ( Read more... )

well it's been awile since ive updated in this thinger ( Read more... )

i got a poor on my monitering session the other day at work. during the session a guy told me how intelligent i was and how i settled for less. so whatever i did settle for less and i could do better, i dont see why i should get a poor for it, deal with it assholes ( Read more... )

well i ended up working a 10am-11pm shift on monday and it was pretty brutal by the end. hopefully i'll have lots of money by the time i get paid. i always think about what im going to write in this. but when it comes time to i never know what the hell im going to say ( Read more... )

i paid half of teh months rent and half of the deposit on my new room, its down on regent st. downtown. i like where it is ( Read more... )

yesterady, i went to my dads like i usualy do and crystal and her boyfriend were there. he opened the door for me and asked to talk and apoligized and stuff for what he said, telling me that he had other things on his mind and so on. i thought it was pretty good of him, and im not one to hold a grudge so its all good ( Read more... )