i hate these title windows
i felt like writing something but i dont know what.
im not very fond of this place, everyone seems very into your buisness type thing and i think its wierd, i think id like to live in my own place, here it seems like im living at someone elses in a way.
i should figure out what im going to do though, i should apply for school or something, i completley forgot about it. i hate so school so much though, and i hate just about everything that someone could take in school, so it sucks, but i dont want to be like some of the people living here, i was talking to one guy yesterday who is 30 now he said, and he told me he hopes his gf friend is not pregnant and so on, and he dosent have any money. i heard the guy who owns the place hassling him today for money. i want to own my own place by the time i have a gf and babies if that ever happens ethier way. i dont know i just feel like i should be doing more with my time, but i think im going to have to pick something to be, i just wish i knew what.
i should go out west and see if all the money that is out there is really out there, but what if it isnt? then what come back here? and do what, have nothing, like i do now, its all so depressing, i think im going to have one more summer of not worring about the future so much, and then i have to move or go to school, it has to be one or the other.
i just hate drifting around so much, it makes you feel so alone
im not very fond of this place, everyone seems very into your buisness type thing and i think its wierd, i think id like to live in my own place, here it seems like im living at someone elses in a way.
i should figure out what im going to do though, i should apply for school or something, i completley forgot about it. i hate so school so much though, and i hate just about everything that someone could take in school, so it sucks, but i dont want to be like some of the people living here, i was talking to one guy yesterday who is 30 now he said, and he told me he hopes his gf friend is not pregnant and so on, and he dosent have any money. i heard the guy who owns the place hassling him today for money. i want to own my own place by the time i have a gf and babies if that ever happens ethier way. i dont know i just feel like i should be doing more with my time, but i think im going to have to pick something to be, i just wish i knew what.
i should go out west and see if all the money that is out there is really out there, but what if it isnt? then what come back here? and do what, have nothing, like i do now, its all so depressing, i think im going to have one more summer of not worring about the future so much, and then i have to move or go to school, it has to be one or the other.
i just hate drifting around so much, it makes you feel so alone