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i woke up the other night in a really wierd state of mind, ecvery now and then my brother will come to mind, i sometimes feel guilty about not thinking of the other kids, but when i think of him i get a wierd emotion from it, theres a depth to it i cant explain, its very wierd and only seems to hapen at night when im laying down, it had hapened since i came back from ontario though, its not like when your just thinking about someone and you feel sad becasue you miss them, i really don't like the feeling i get from it.
ive decided to stop hanging out with nick mcdougal anymore, he drinks all the time and i dont like to drink, it turns me into a crazy person, and at the very least a massivly embarrasing person.
i went to work today, and since everyone is going out drinking in this town, i have nothing to do but go out and get some food and check out the computer.
i bought a t.v with my big check 2 weeks ago and a new nintendo for it. i should have bought a computer, but i want to move to a place that has internet included.
i was pulled aside by a supervisor at work and was told tha i stink, literaly, she was so embarrased to tell me, but i know what the problem is, its my boots, i need new ones, and new socks, and new clothes for that matter, i shower 3 times a day or so, mainly just to relax, but i only have so many clothes.
id buy some but i hate what everyone wears, and one purges the salvation army, so i get a load of nothing, i should go to saint john and see whats there.
theres lots of cute girls at my work lately, theres a few from asia, chinese looking and so on, they always seem so gigly when i try to talk to them, but its all good.
i hope i can find a decent room to move into tommarow, but mabey sunday is a bad day to go looking
ive decided to stop hanging out with nick mcdougal anymore, he drinks all the time and i dont like to drink, it turns me into a crazy person, and at the very least a massivly embarrasing person.
i went to work today, and since everyone is going out drinking in this town, i have nothing to do but go out and get some food and check out the computer.
i bought a t.v with my big check 2 weeks ago and a new nintendo for it. i should have bought a computer, but i want to move to a place that has internet included.
i was pulled aside by a supervisor at work and was told tha i stink, literaly, she was so embarrased to tell me, but i know what the problem is, its my boots, i need new ones, and new socks, and new clothes for that matter, i shower 3 times a day or so, mainly just to relax, but i only have so many clothes.
id buy some but i hate what everyone wears, and one purges the salvation army, so i get a load of nothing, i should go to saint john and see whats there.
theres lots of cute girls at my work lately, theres a few from asia, chinese looking and so on, they always seem so gigly when i try to talk to them, but its all good.
i hope i can find a decent room to move into tommarow, but mabey sunday is a bad day to go looking