i need a place with a fridge
well i ended up working a 10am-11pm shift on monday and it was pretty brutal by the end. hopefully i'll have lots of money by the time i get paid. i always think about what im going to write in this. but when it comes time to i never know what the hell im going to say.
i need to get something soft to sleep on. the floor just dosent give a good enough sleep. it would be ok if i could sleep on my back, but i sleep on my side and it's just no good.
i went to the ymca on tuesday, just to check it out they had alot of stuff to do. but i looked a little out of place around the rest of the people there. but i have been living of no clothes or soap or anything. but i went to the dollar store and got razors and some other stuff i needed afterward.
i was talking to this girl from pei at work during the day shift, she was ultra foxy but she had a boyfriend. it seems all the good girls are taken. and nobody really wants to be a slut these days, dont get me wrong i dont want to treat anyone like they dont mean anything but no one will go near me unless i sign on the dotted line, you have to "go out" with them or whatever. what does that even mean? i dont think anyone would want to go out with me, nor i them. at least not the in your face everyday of the week kind of going out. i could handle seeing someone once a weekend and then having a nice long break away from them for a bit. but oh well, whatever it dosent really bother me that much. some girls i talk to are alright, but theres some that if they werent so hot id have a hard time even listining to half of the nonsensical crap spilling out of there mouths. dont get me wrong i dnt act like a phony laughing at stupid jokes and so on, i do try and drag out a decent conversation as best i can.
Its almost time to go to the soup kitchen again. i have no money because i cant buy groceries, im going to need a new place where i dont have to eat out all the time. but it will all have to wait until i have more money, or whatever comes up.
i need to get something soft to sleep on. the floor just dosent give a good enough sleep. it would be ok if i could sleep on my back, but i sleep on my side and it's just no good.
i went to the ymca on tuesday, just to check it out they had alot of stuff to do. but i looked a little out of place around the rest of the people there. but i have been living of no clothes or soap or anything. but i went to the dollar store and got razors and some other stuff i needed afterward.
i was talking to this girl from pei at work during the day shift, she was ultra foxy but she had a boyfriend. it seems all the good girls are taken. and nobody really wants to be a slut these days, dont get me wrong i dont want to treat anyone like they dont mean anything but no one will go near me unless i sign on the dotted line, you have to "go out" with them or whatever. what does that even mean? i dont think anyone would want to go out with me, nor i them. at least not the in your face everyday of the week kind of going out. i could handle seeing someone once a weekend and then having a nice long break away from them for a bit. but oh well, whatever it dosent really bother me that much. some girls i talk to are alright, but theres some that if they werent so hot id have a hard time even listining to half of the nonsensical crap spilling out of there mouths. dont get me wrong i dnt act like a phony laughing at stupid jokes and so on, i do try and drag out a decent conversation as best i can.
Its almost time to go to the soup kitchen again. i have no money because i cant buy groceries, im going to need a new place where i dont have to eat out all the time. but it will all have to wait until i have more money, or whatever comes up.