I don't know what's gotten into me lately. I've been such a foul person, and just spoiling everything. Throwing a kid's tantrum and wanting to be pampered and looked after. That's not me, and I guess a part of me resented that, and made me reacted even worse instead. I can't seem to pinpoint what made me like this. Maybe the cause is just me ( Read more... )

Been thinking and realised that I am blinded this whole time. How could I not see it at all? I am the most fortunate girl to have someone like him to love me like this. I am happier with him, I am more normal during the course and I am contented. I don't let myself indulge in happiness, merely because I am afraid to lose it, and I keep saking for ( Read more... )

Sometimes you put up walls not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

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Things change, people change, life changes ( Read more... )

I've become such an ugly person - selfish, self-absorbed, angry, hateful, unkind and exasperating.

I don't even know me me anymore. Who am I? Why am I constantly so lost and feel that I'm still grasping my way to find myself only to no avail? I just want to be a better person inside.

Things in life, experiences from the past and emotions felt throughout will always have a lasting impact on you, even if you've grown to forget it or it has left your mind, we are all shaped and moulded by the people we've come across and the things we have done. We may be haunted by the past, or the bitterness left behind, but by the time we let ( Read more... )

Was reading through my old journals the other day, and felt a sudden rush of urge to blog again. So many memories in blogspots and livejournals, so many unhappy ones that I wonder if I should switch to wordpress instead. The really old entries are those from secondary school that exudes so much immaturity - the tone, the laugauge, the choice of ( Read more... )

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