Same shit, different day
It's getting harder. I need to try more, put in more effort and give more than my all. Get used to the shit. Don't think so much, be detached from your feelings and just be. People change, and that's life. No point for me to harbour over it, suck it up. There's no fairytale, there's nothing remotely close to it. We follow conventions, we are the norm, don't try to be exceptional or be the best, and don't let anyone tell you any different.
I miss you, the one I used to know, the one I used to love, the one that made me want to be the best for you.