its time for an update. so, ive been seeing this guy for about 2 weeks now. he is AMAZING! he makes me feel beautiful, intellegent, and makes me feel like i can do anything i want. everytime he takes me out he brings me flowers and constantly tells me how beautiful i am and how he feels so lucky to be in my presence. hes such a gentlman. hes kinda ( Read more... )

so i had a shitty day. first, this guy is screaming at me the whole time im ringing him up and saying how hes gonna make a phone call and complain about me. although, i never said one thing to him that was rude. then everyone was just agrevating me to the point where i wanted to scream. then something, nice happend. i dont wanna talk about it ( Read more... )

i think its def. time to update on whats been going on in my life. of course theres nothing too extravigant..lol but its def. worth telling. college is over..abd im on summer vacation. so im sitting at home one day and my mom throws me my grades from college. what ya know...I FAILED EVERY CLASS. not one not too but all 4. its kinda funny cause i ( Read more... )

life hasnt been so bad lately. ive actually been having a lot of fun.leah and i were so bored one night that we decided to hang out with mike at work. omg..he was soo shocked when we asked him to hang out. hes soo funny. when we were dropping him off, i saw justin and lisa. she literally looked like she was 12 and i couldnt see her in the car...i ( Read more... )

bajas: well, they wouldnt let sam in cause of the way he was dressed. we bought him new clothes....still wouldnt let him in. then megan took him home to get changed and leah, christina and i went in. megan never came. leah bough christina drinks and we were sipping at it. well....gulping kinda. lol. i think i was a bit buzzed. but not enough to ( Read more... )

life sucks right now..i'm tired of being hurt over & over again. ive come to the conclusion that i'm not gonna let that happen anymore. its a new year..a new me. i'm not gonna sit on my butt and hope something good is gonna come along. i'm going to be by myself and have fun. i have soo much to look forward to. i mean, i have college and awesome ( Read more... )

i've been doing really well lately. theres been no heartache..only in the back of my mind. things were looking up. only cause i was hiding. justin called me last night. he was actually being his normal self. yet he was playing with my mind again. i dont know how i did it, but i didnt really let it get to me...till now. i dont understand why i let ( Read more... )

so i hear justin is coming back to college. i'm not ready to handle that. i love not hearing from him or seeing him. i feel like im stuck on a rock and i have no where to go. i wish i could escape all this bullshit. i wish for once that prick would stop and consider how i feel. yeah, i'm selfish for not wanting him to go...but i cant help it. i'm ( Read more... )

one more day and its 2006. looking back on this year, i'm FINALLY glad its over. yes, there were tons of wonderful times, but there was too much stress. for the new year i am making a resolution to quit smoking. i need all of my friends to help though cause i probably wont be able to do it on my own ( Read more... )

leah started work with me. i got to train her the first two days. we had fun. i'm really glad she got the job with me. brian's actually not being an ass to her. hes been pissing me off lately. him and i made a packed not to talk about justin anymore and what does he do last night? oh! he decides to tell me that he founf condoms in justin's room. ( Read more... )