life sux. then ya die
so i hear justin is coming back to college. i'm not ready to handle that. i love not hearing from him or seeing him. i feel like im stuck on a rock and i have no where to go. i wish i could escape all this bullshit. i wish for once that prick would stop and consider how i feel. yeah, i'm selfish for not wanting him to go...but i cant help it. i'm soo stressed out right now. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!