Happy Birthday Stevie!!

you know what that means....

birthday beating! ha. haha. you know whats a really funny word? spanking. just say it. got a weird little ring to it, eh? perhaps the implication, or the consequent hand print, adds to the humor.

*big hug*

usually my actions are logical. i tend toward at least partial logic, not only because i am predisposed to do so, but because a temper is only fun to lose if you keep it on a leash. however i see no productive logic in one very prominent act of mine that comes so naturally to me it makes me want to kick myself. i wonder when curiosity, or some ( Read more... )

don asked the four of us (brit, chris, steve and i) to house sit for him thursday and friday nights/saturday because the team had a tourny up in cuesta. and the only torture i had to endure before they left was an intense interrogation on my relationship, under which marriage, the ex-files, fighting styles, and length of permanency all ( Read more... )

*i listen to this song over and over again. diamonds and rust. she wrote it for dylan. im not sure if the words she wrote or the sorrow in her voice pulls at me more, but something strikes a chord. it really is beautiful ( Read more... )

i bought bob dylan's biography, "No Direction Home". its staggering. i knew it would be. someone with that insight and talent is so inspiring; his lyrics saturate so many different emotions at once and make you feel like you can tap a reservoir somewhere deep inside and pull out a song with meaning...and yet any thought i have pales in comparison ( Read more... )

there should be more to a relationship than distrust and stubborn silence. otherwise its just sex. and i dont want a fuck buddy. ---sentence deleted--- but the truth is, i came there to see you. i talked about you. and i was excited to talk to you that night. because you mean a lot to me and i thought you knew that. i dont know what else i can do ( Read more... )

look, dana. i AM worth your time because im your goddamn sister and even though you refuse to believe that anyone on this planet beside dax gives a shit, your really fucking wrong. the rest of us cant understand why its so damn hard for you to suck it up and get thru high school. maybe if your explanation wasnt something as weak as "everyone is ( Read more... )

no other girl ( Read more... )

ok i thought about the disaster in new orleans all day and now i am just super pissed. how hard is it for the president to order Pamper's or Huggies to drop 3 million diapers out there if babies need diapers? or food? im mean, shit, we are the richest county in the world and we cant deal with a hurricane in our backyard. sure, we are so brave we go ( Read more... )

we are so lucky. im sure when the next massive earthquake hits i wont be of the same frame of mind, but look at new orleans. those people are all under water. everything they have; food, clothing, shelter, safety, is all gone. can you even imagine if something like that happened to you tomorrow and all of a sudden instead of worrying about your ( Read more... )