Ah, yes. Welcome to cerebral palsy with spasticity and hypertonia, combined with full blown fibromyalgia flaring ( Read more... )

I am more coherent. I'm going to take a nap. I will watch the repeat Doctor Who Christmas episode at midnight. I am so tired and in so much pain. Of course. Seizures paired with attacks of fibromyalgia and hypertonia via cerebral palsy are naturally never fun or interesting except on a neuroscientific basis.

Note to self: When a major depression episode during a fibromyalgia attack strikes, get a wooden bristle hairbrush or an ionic tourmaline hairbrush and start a long deep scalp massage. Focus on the endorphin rush. So silky. So shiny. So strong. It really does help as much as an endorphin rush can help. If I have to brush my hair until my arms are ( Read more... )

This sums up too many things for me. It shatters and heals my heart ( Read more... )

1:10 PM ( Read more... )

Oh, son of Ammit who devours the dead under the Scales of Justice in the Hall of Two Truths in the house of Osiris. I was absolutely not expecting such a ferocious migraine to burst into the fibromyalgia flare, take over the party, get the cerebral palsy hypertonia drunk, and sit back and wait for some random symptom to explode all over the place ( Read more... )

FYI, creepy migraine all day, literally, because I did not wake up until close to 1:00 when husband gently shook me. I'd been having very odd dreams involving Minnesota and hotels and people vanishing and a young couple in love in Minnesota while the woman's mother lived in a hotel that vanished, and there was a magical eyeshadow that was deep ( Read more... )

Damn you, migraine. Damn you, muscle burning. Damn you, sciatica. Damn you, hemiparetic tremors. Now I can barely watch cartoons, let alone meet that word count I wanted. I think I will just throw treatments and meditative exercises at you until they stick hard enough to make one or all of you retreat whimpering in tears like that red dragon under ( Read more... )

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