lately i have been in the business of breaking hearts.
within the past month i have done some serious damage.

time to pick up the fucking pieces.

IF ANYONE WANTS TO DONATE TO THE "SEND KRISTEN TO CHINA FUND" I WILL DO ANYTHING! (well...you know...anything within reason)

please help this poor girl visit her lover/best friend/most amazing and articulate boy she has ever met!

airfare is too fucking expensive

East Lansing is electric these days, I guess it always has been but this year the electricity is different. This is my first year living off campus. and when i say off campus...i mean...REALLY off campus, in that it takes me about 15 minutes just to walk to the North East corner. it truly is a different experience all together. this whole...buying ( Read more... )

Every time I sit down to write something in Livejournal I delete it.

Probably because I am unhappy with the way I am and the way I handle situations

I’m fiercely jealous, I complain, I cry way….WAY too much, I am an emotionally and physically violent person….

I hate the way I sound and the way I interpret situations, the way I dig holes for ( Read more... )

i know it is only the fourth day of summer but it has been so uneventful that i feel like pounding my head against a wall ( Read more... )

i'd like to take a moment to say that....
finals suck
and so do people who hate on me for being vegetarian
its not my fault my eating habits are healthier and better for the environment....but whatever...
we live in america...where its okay to mindlessly slaughter over 41 million cows every year so people can get their fix of delicious meat pumped with ( Read more... )

My life is so rich with life and love right now!
But my liver may turn on me soon.
Holy MAN it's almost summer time. This is a good thing.
I'm really excited that I'm not going to be working at Yoz anymore; I just can't handle old women who take their frozen yogurt THAT seriously. Although… I think I'm going to miss being a manager and working ( Read more... )

i have a voice!!

The past year or so I have felt so empty, void of meaning. So very detached and numb. I've pushed away some of my most dear and beloved friends. WHY? to make love stay. and we all know what Tom Robbins says about making love stay. 
Thats why i did the things i did, every step that i took. We both knew it was coming though, the past couple of days... ( Read more... )

Every time I feel anxious,
fearful,
jealous,
unsatisfied,
I hope that I can at least be conscious of the fact that its probably
inconsequential in the balance
of life around me.
i need to develop a more symbiotic relationship with the earth.
i create ripples ipples pples les es s s s s s s s s s s s s s

God, put down your gun can't you see we' ( Read more... )