There is so much going through my mind I really don't know what to write. There is so much that is going in my life, and then there is not so much going on. I think that makes sense in a way. Right now I am really worried about some one in my family. I will not comment as to who, since I know the said person would like to keep it quiet. I am ( Read more... )

I just felt like rambling again tonight. So this makes three enteries in a row. WOW! I know. You are about as impressed as I am. Of course I am not really impressed. I can't remember when I wrote this much in here. It has been some time. I figure if I keep writing or at least try to write on a daily basis I can keep my mind stimulated. I ( Read more... )

It has been about four years now since I went to the hospital while working for NS during the Queen City Barrel fire. Too this day I am still pissed about it, and how I was treated by company officials. I still remember that god-damn Will Washington coming in the office and his first comment was "We have gone 395 days with out a fucking incident ( Read more... )

What to say? What to say? There is so much I want to say, but I don't know where to start. I am going to say this once again, this blog is a outlet for me. If you don't like what I have to write or say, then please don't read it. This blog is a way for me to vent. Because at times I feel like I have no one to vent to. I am afraid that if I ( Read more... )

Sunday I went up and saw my little brats. I was so glad to see them, and be able to play with them. Of course in the end it sucked when I had to leave. I almost decided to bring them home with me, but I didn't. I don't want to bring them home till I know I have the time to spend with them, and get them a bigger cage ( Read more... )

Well the weekend is over. Now it is back to reality once again. Yeah I know it is boring at times ( Read more... )

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Well I was hoping to of made a post sooner, but I have not had the time till now. Oh well. I just feel like rambling for the most part ( Read more... )

I wonder at times what is out there for me? It seems like at times everything is all so perfect in my little world. Then one second later my little world is in shambles. How ever I feel like it stays more in shambles than being perfect or just ok. I know no ones life is perfect. I know mine is far from it. I really just want to find a happy ( Read more... )

I had something to write, and now that I sit here I don't know what to write. Go figure. I have these moments where I know what I exactly want to write, and when I go to sit down and write it is all a blank. Oh well ( Read more... )