Seems much longer ( Read more... )

The first five people to respond to this post will get something made by me! My choice. For you ( Read more... )

Some things are working and other things are certainly not. We are living two lives imagining that it's one. I think this semester and winter trip is going to be difficult for us. I think the return is going to be worse ( Read more... )

It's not the end of the year yet but it's time to recap because some serious introspection is in order. As of late I have been increasingly listless but with a smile. I'm not a great actor so I'm sure those close to me sense or see something amiss. But I haven't stopped to really consider what it is that's wrong ( Read more... )

It shouldn't be thought that as paralyzing as the blank page is that a stream of a dozen, score, or even a hundred pages will ease the struggle to produce a single moment of pure thought-execution. In fact, it can exponentially increase these difficulties because you no longer stare at the whiteness of nothing but through the jungle of your ( Read more... )

What type of entity has the characteristic that when you discuss facts about it you become emotionally depressed and feel hopeless? What would you venture that entity is when you can say, 'Such-n-such does this daily' and the reaction from those in company is to become sad and feel hopeless? No one becomes sad if I say 'I eat breakfast daily' but ( Read more... )

fingers hit like atom bombs as she volleyed another verse of lusty death rock from between her unshaven cunt lips... a woman that kept me cleanA new best weekend ever. Friday I was picked up my Maya and her friend Gigi to go to Milwaukee for the bme bbq and my operation. We stayed at Stephen's place for a bit before going out to a couple clubs. We ( Read more... )

This weekend Maya, John and I went to see Hostel II. It wasn't as good as the first which, for a lot of people, doesn't say much but I liked few themes in the first one. The glib abundance of nudity and sex in the first half of the film only to be matched in blank honesty by brutal torture I thought was a great send up of our culture's expectations ( Read more... )

I may be using this less and less or more and more in the future. The pressure to create an IAM page is astounding around here. (IAM is like BMEzine's own community/journal/networking blogs) Depending how that goes I may just mirror post things between there and here. Obviously you won't be able to see any of the fun things I've been doing, you'll ( Read more... )

it's like defeat but without a fade... no, that's not quite it... more like... suddenly feeling light enough to be knocked over by a strong wind. That's what it was like to leave work today. I poked my head in for half an hour after blitzing my production final. Everyone was working with someone except Mike who was done other business stuff. ( Read more... )