Nov 13, 2008 00:07
Some things are working and other things are certainly not. We are living two lives imagining that it's one. I think this semester and winter trip is going to be difficult for us. I think the return is going to be worse.
All I have is dread with no answers. I worry that my happiness will infringe on the happiness of others especially someone so close.
It wouldn't be as troublesome if some acquaintances of ours hadn't recently broke up. These two were a beacon of security for her and their end really shook her. She worries the same thing is going to happen to us. I don't want her to be right but I do want something similar.