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i asked a boy to be my boyfriend last night. its the first time i have ever done that though god knows ive wanted to.
i finally got the nerve to ask, and he said no. and today i got turned down by my dream job. and i cant afford rent. -
catharsis
Since I'm pretty positive that no one I ever cared about reading this even remembers this website, i feel like i can be honest right now. express in words, what tears, heartbeats, water, and xanax cannot repair.
I have never in my life felt so out of control of my life.
not to say I am acting out. but more so that the future of my life for the ( Read more... ) -
Transcribing a journal entry... 7-22-09
I self sabotage myself ( Read more... ) -
thursday night
i think im a slut.
i dont know what's 'too much.'
i enjoy it, so im a hedonist.
but a slut?
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thoughts
some things just need to be put out there:
(some things go unsaid, but its probably true if you've heard it):
-i dont like when people ask too many questions about my tattoos.
+i secretely hope people think im cooler by having my tattoos.
-los angeles, generally speaking, has a lot of douche bags.
+some douche bags are hot.
-drugs
+plants.
-i want an ( Read more... ) -
the way things are.
hi world
its me, jake.
i made it this far.
one month of college left.
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Long Day
its been one of those days. i know more about things i have no interest in, than i think, ever before.
the air here is perfectly CRISP, perfectly WARM, perfectly COOL, and just WET enough to get you sweaty.
who knew that the song "Twist and Shout," the version you know, was sun by The Beatles. A lot of people have covered it, and The Beatles' ( Read more... ) -
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a molocule present in the sap of a certain tree prevents caterpillars that sample its leaves from ever growing into butterflies. -
party all the time, party all the time
every few years i do something with incredibly poor judgment which threatens me in some embarassing, dabilitating way.
yet somehow, each and every time, i get out of it. i litterally talk myself out of everything. part of me thinks that one day i wont be so lucky and if i continue to use such poor judgment that one day i just wont be able to talk ( Read more... ) -
home
same as it ever was