catharsis

[bluezephyr]

 Since I'm pretty positive that no one I ever cared about reading this even remembers this website, i feel like i can be honest right now. express in words, what tears, heartbeats, water, and xanax cannot repair.

I have never in my life felt so out of control of my life. 
not to say I am acting out. but more so that the future of my life for the

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[trannie]

life is what it is. it's how you react to all the uncontrollable elements, the happy moments, the sad moments and all other kinds of stimulus. instead of feeling sorry for yourself while you are recovering from your injury, why not think of some activities you enjoy that immobile friendly. you can watch all the movies you've wanted to watch, read the books you've been meaning to read and never have 'time' for. or just relaxing and having good, quality time to yourself

[ill_esha]

aww jake. i'm sorry to hear that. i can only suggest taking up/continuing a creative hobby? i had a pretty shitty year myself with two major bicycle accidents and major facial injuries in the 2nd. so i've been hiding inside and not wanting to do much.. but things started turning around for me when i realized this was a good opportunity to really do some personal and creative work. i know we dont know each other that well but i always have had good memories of the short time we hung out and i'm always here if you need moral support!
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[laurens_trips]

This is the first time I have logged into Livejournal in about two years. What do you know... I find this "despondent" entry from you.

I am glad we are friends and I like our relationship just the way it is.

You will heal faster than you realize because you are young and healthy.