catharsis

[bluezephyr]

 Since I'm pretty positive that no one I ever cared about reading this even remembers this website, i feel like i can be honest right now. express in words, what tears, heartbeats, water, and xanax cannot repair.

I have never in my life felt so out of control of my life. 
not to say I am acting out. but more so that the future of my life for the

Comments

[trannie]

life is what it is. it's how you react to all the uncontrollable elements, the happy moments, the sad moments and all other kinds of stimulus. instead of feeling sorry for yourself while you are recovering from your injury, why not think of some activities you enjoy that immobile friendly. you can watch all the movies you've wanted to watch, read the books you've been meaning to read and never have 'time' for. or just relaxing and having good, quality time to yourself.

i know this post-college anxiety is really tough to deal with. and i know we are so sick of hearing this stupid phrase, but 'in this economy' you just have to be thankful you have someone giving you a check every 2 weeks and health benefits. you're getting paid and not working. take this as an opportunity to save up some money and then maybe quit later on and go travel while you discover new things, meet new people. it's all a part of growing up and being in your early 20s.

just really think about what makes you happy, what keeps you going and eliminate all the things that don't. and just keep working hard towards your goals and be flexible about your future. and try to take this misfortune as an opportunity to just be true to yourself.